Thank you Jesus

When something nice happens, I want to say, "thank you Jesus", but I wonder, "who am I thanking?"

Jesus (for me) is: whatever that aspect of reality is that allows for me to have pleasurable and enjoyable conscious experiences. It's goodness and beauty really, experienced goodness and beauty.

I'm calling that, whatever that is, by the name Jesus.

Jesus is: My imaginary personification of goodness and beauty.